Rosh Hashanah

I would like to build on a thought I heard about literacy…that the more we learn the more we are encouraged to put learning into practice. That Knowledge breeds a thirst for knowledge. I have had exactly that experience my entire life, but especially in the area of Jewish study

Four years ago I realized that my vast pools of unconnected knowledge about Judaism might be getting deeper, in that I had more information, but I still had only a surface level of understanding. So, I committed to a year of study with the Florence Melton adult mini school…and then another… and then another… and just year, yet another. At the same time I started weekly study with my friend Rabbi Sandra Cohen, reading books whose titles I could not even have pronounced a few years ago.

I actually started to study because I was tired of knowing more about sweat lodges than mikvahs, more about astrologic charts than the Jewish calendar, more about academic evaluation than prayer. I was tired of knowing that someone was mis-portraying Judaism, but not having the strength of understanding, (koach b’da’at), to respond articulately. I had read volumes of Hassidic stories, and could experience the expansiveness or chesed of the stories, but I couldn't bind them together with meaning, give them definition, or bring them into myself. There was no gevurah.

So I started to study, and an interesting thing happened. The more I learned the more I wanted to know. I always tell my graduate students that if they leave my class with more questions than when they walked in the door, the class was successful. Learning is not about answers, it is about exploring at a deeper level.

So there I was diving deep into those now connected pools of knowledge, asking more questions and searching for more answers…. having a wildly good time doing it…..when I realized that some answers can only be found in the practice. Jewish thought does not exist in a vacuum. Rather it exists, unfolds and expands in the world of doing. There are things that we can never learn from a book, things we can only learn from experience.

Let me give you an example. I love to sail and could read books all day about handling the helm, adjusting the sheets, how to tack, or how to sail on a close reach, and so on. But until I am in the boat dealing with capricious winds and rhythmic waves, all of that is abstract information. More importantly there is a point-of-view that I have from the middle of Lake Dillon, or off the California coast that I can never have except from the deck of a ship. There are sounds I will never hear, rhythms I will never feel and stories I will never understand, unless I put my learning into practice.

The same is true of Jewish study. Without lighting Shabbat candles I can never really know the peace of Shabbat. Until I engage in the discipline of regular davaning, I will never understand the meaning of the prayers or build an intimate relationship with G-d. Building and deepening my practice, whatever that means on an individual level, is a pathway to chochma, deeper wisdom and learning.

I wanted to end with a Hassidic story, but in the interest of time decided to use a short quote from the Baal Shem Tov instead.

“Everyone is unique. Compare not yourself with anyone else lest you spoil God's curriculum.”

Which means what? It means that G-d has a plan for our learning, and it does not include grades or certificates or degrees. It is about our own path, our own choices. If I may paraphrase another of the Baal Shem’s quotes, learning is an opportunity to “let a spark of the holy fire burn within you, so that you may fan it into a flame.”

L’Shana Tova

Wisdom from our elders

Great thoughts from interviews with our elders:

The simple things matter most.
Humor and time cure most pains.
There's more satisfaction in giving than getting. Service to others is the most satisfying activity.
Choose your spouse carefully. It will be your most important decision.
Work hard and in a field or role that you enjoy.

Living in Joy

Dream the future.

Walk in your truth.

Believe in yourself.

Live in the present.

Embrace your fears.

Live your passions well.

Follow your deepest desires.

Take risks and have adventures.

Laugh at sunrise and howl at the moon.

Great video

Please take the time to watch this video on aging and wisdom.
Amazing!
http://www.blogger.com/www.wisdombook.org/

My favorite saying from this is:
You can't get to wonderful without going through alright.

Spiritual searching

I heard someone say that most of us are spiritual hypochondriacs, always afraid that something is wrong with our spiritual experience or interpretation or belief. This rings true to me. So many people seem to search for validation that "my" way is "the" way. If you join me, then my way must work and be right. How different the world would look if we could trust that journeys take us in different directions that personal and unique. My way does not have to be your way, in fact, it should never be exactly your way. My experience can never be exactly your experience.

We can however walk together through the desert towards the water. We can share our stories and lessons, knowing that the interpretation will vary. We can honor our own way and at the same time the other person's way.

The Legend

At twilight on the sixth day of creation, the Holy-One-Who-Dwells-in-This-World created th emany miracles that were given to humankind, the greatest of which was Miriam’s Well, the Well that provided water for the Israelites as they wandered through the desert. Ha-Shem placed the light of creation in this sacred Well, surrounded it with a labyrinth of gateways, and gave it to the keeping of the women of the tribe of Miriam. It is said that in every generation a gatekeeper will be born to hold open the gateways of the Well, so that the light of divine inspiration may forever shine in the hearts and souls of humankind.